Thursday, November 02, 2006
Haiz... Lonely...
Hey!! Gona post this up!!
Anybody manages to see this, tag me ayite!!
Thought of blogging about what's happened so far... But gona keep it for later...
Well... I've posted the song by Aslyn...
Not the official video clip...
But... It's the only ones i can find...
Love both of them...
Each with their own uniqueness...
Haiz...
I've realized...
It's been over a year since i've been single...
And when i look back...
I feel strange...
I mean...
People around me...
Well... mostly...
are attached...
And if they're not...
It's because they just broke up not too long ago...
Or they're just playboys...
and etc...
But when i think it through...
I wonder why i feel this way...
I mean...
During Secondary School...
I finally took a girlfriend at Secondary Four...
When my other guy friends were already steadying...
at Sec 1...
Diaowz...
But hey...
I guess i have only myself to blame right...
Cuz i'm not the type who can fully trust someone...
Like as though we'll be together for long...
Well... I still can't understand why i'm typing this...
It's almost the same as the one i posted before about love...
I guess... Cuz... It keeps appearing in my head??
Or because...
I feel so lonely now??
Well... being single has it's pros...
I'm having more time to myself...
Well... I have to remind myself...
I have a tight schedule now...
With my training and everything...
What's more...
It's not like i have spare change to spend,
once i've used up my pocket money...
Haiz...
Guess i'm typing this cuz...
I'm thinking of her...
Not really sure why...
But...
when my friend talks about you...
although i never even think about you for a long time...
and i thought that i've taken you out of my head...
And told myself that we're only fwens...
The mere conversation of you...
brings your face to appear in front of my eyes...
leading to a smile stretching from ear to ear...
which i can't stop...
no matter how hard i try...
i look like a dumb fool...
But... even so...
No matter how i look at it...
I don't feel that we're cut out for each other...
So... just like the past...
I'll take the same road...
After all... you said it so to me too last time...
Regarding the relationship between u and my friend...
You're afraid that when things won't work out...
And that you may break-up with him...
And you're afraid that you'll lose him even as a friend after that...
So why ruin things...
You believed that friendship shall last longer...
But i told you that it ain't true...
And i guess i was right...
For when you did not take the plunge...
He walked out...
Well... I told you so...
Guess that's the similarity between us...
We're afraid that if things don't work out...
And things get ugly...
We'll lose the other party...
Even as friends...
But... I'm sorry...
This is the path i'll take...
Just like so many other times...
And so...
Gomennasai
Anybody manages to see this, tag me ayite!!
Thought of blogging about what's happened so far... But gona keep it for later...
Well... I've posted the song by Aslyn...
Not the official video clip...
But... It's the only ones i can find...
Love both of them...
Each with their own uniqueness...
Haiz...
I've realized...
It's been over a year since i've been single...
And when i look back...
I feel strange...
I mean...
People around me...
Well... mostly...
are attached...
And if they're not...
It's because they just broke up not too long ago...
Or they're just playboys...
and etc...
But when i think it through...
I wonder why i feel this way...
I mean...
During Secondary School...
I finally took a girlfriend at Secondary Four...
When my other guy friends were already steadying...
at Sec 1...
Diaowz...
But hey...
I guess i have only myself to blame right...
Cuz i'm not the type who can fully trust someone...
Like as though we'll be together for long...
Well... I still can't understand why i'm typing this...
It's almost the same as the one i posted before about love...
I guess... Cuz... It keeps appearing in my head??
Or because...
I feel so lonely now??
Well... being single has it's pros...
I'm having more time to myself...
Well... I have to remind myself...
I have a tight schedule now...
With my training and everything...
What's more...
It's not like i have spare change to spend,
once i've used up my pocket money...
Haiz...
Guess i'm typing this cuz...
I'm thinking of her...
Not really sure why...
But...
when my friend talks about you...
although i never even think about you for a long time...
and i thought that i've taken you out of my head...
And told myself that we're only fwens...
The mere conversation of you...
brings your face to appear in front of my eyes...
leading to a smile stretching from ear to ear...
which i can't stop...
no matter how hard i try...
i look like a dumb fool...
But... even so...
No matter how i look at it...
I don't feel that we're cut out for each other...
So... just like the past...
I'll take the same road...
After all... you said it so to me too last time...
Regarding the relationship between u and my friend...
You're afraid that when things won't work out...
And that you may break-up with him...
And you're afraid that you'll lose him even as a friend after that...
So why ruin things...
You believed that friendship shall last longer...
But i told you that it ain't true...
And i guess i was right...
For when you did not take the plunge...
He walked out...
Well... I told you so...
Guess that's the similarity between us...
We're afraid that if things don't work out...
And things get ugly...
We'll lose the other party...
Even as friends...
But... I'm sorry...
This is the path i'll take...
Just like so many other times...
And so...
Gomennasai
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:03 AM
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