Sunday, November 26, 2006
Not climbing... In deep shit...
Okay... Sorry for the lack of updates...
Life... is pretty chaotic for me now...
FYP is long overdue...
And it's not yet finished...
Been thinking of staying back...
For another semester...
Just in case i fail my FYP...
Got my assignments to do...
And i've made my mind up...
I won't be climbing...
Till everything has been settled...
Can't blame anyone for the shit i'm in....
It's the same thing repeating again...
Only difference is...
Got no one taking care of my back now...
Well...
Every action causes a reaction right??
Cause and effect...
Basic rule in living...
Haiz...
Got to do my FYP now...
Ciaoz...
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 8:46 PM
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Thursday, November 02, 2006
Haiz... Lonely...
Hey!! Gona post this up!!
Anybody manages to see this, tag me ayite!!
Thought of blogging about what's happened so far... But gona keep it for later...
Well... I've posted the song by Aslyn...
Not the official video clip...
But... It's the only ones i can find...
Love both of them...
Each with their own uniqueness...
Haiz...
I've realized...
It's been over a year since i've been single...
And when i look back...
I feel strange...
I mean...
People around me...
Well... mostly...
are attached...
And if they're not...
It's because they just broke up not too long ago...
Or they're just playboys...
and etc...
But when i think it through...
I wonder why i feel this way...
I mean...
During Secondary School...
I finally took a girlfriend at Secondary Four...
When my other guy friends were already steadying...
at Sec 1...
Diaowz...
But hey...
I guess i have only myself to blame right...
Cuz i'm not the type who can fully trust someone...
Like as though we'll be together for long...
Well... I still can't understand why i'm typing this...
It's almost the same as the one i posted before about love...
I guess... Cuz... It keeps appearing in my head??
Or because...
I feel so lonely now??
Well... being single has it's pros...
I'm having more time to myself...
Well... I have to remind myself...
I have a tight schedule now...
With my training and everything...
What's more...
It's not like i have spare change to spend,
once i've used up my pocket money...
Haiz...
Guess i'm typing this cuz...
I'm thinking of her...
Not really sure why...
But...
when my friend talks about you...
although i never even think about you for a long time...
and i thought that i've taken you out of my head...
And told myself that we're only fwens...
The mere conversation of you...
brings your face to appear in front of my eyes...
leading to a smile stretching from ear to ear...
which i can't stop...
no matter how hard i try...
i look like a dumb fool...
But... even so...
No matter how i look at it...
I don't feel that we're cut out for each other...
So... just like the past...
I'll take the same road...
After all... you said it so to me too last time...
Regarding the relationship between u and my friend...
You're afraid that when things won't work out...
And that you may break-up with him...
And you're afraid that you'll lose him even as a friend after that...
So why ruin things...
You believed that friendship shall last longer...
But i told you that it ain't true...
And i guess i was right...
For when you did not take the plunge...
He walked out...
Well... I told you so...
Guess that's the similarity between us...
We're afraid that if things don't work out...
And things get ugly...
We'll lose the other party...
Even as friends...
But... I'm sorry...
This is the path i'll take...
Just like so many other times...
And so...
Gomennasai
Anybody manages to see this, tag me ayite!!
Thought of blogging about what's happened so far... But gona keep it for later...
Well... I've posted the song by Aslyn...
Not the official video clip...
But... It's the only ones i can find...
Love both of them...
Each with their own uniqueness...
Haiz...
I've realized...
It's been over a year since i've been single...
And when i look back...
I feel strange...
I mean...
People around me...
Well... mostly...
are attached...
And if they're not...
It's because they just broke up not too long ago...
Or they're just playboys...
and etc...
But when i think it through...
I wonder why i feel this way...
I mean...
During Secondary School...
I finally took a girlfriend at Secondary Four...
When my other guy friends were already steadying...
at Sec 1...
Diaowz...
But hey...
I guess i have only myself to blame right...
Cuz i'm not the type who can fully trust someone...
Like as though we'll be together for long...
Well... I still can't understand why i'm typing this...
It's almost the same as the one i posted before about love...
I guess... Cuz... It keeps appearing in my head??
Or because...
I feel so lonely now??
Well... being single has it's pros...
I'm having more time to myself...
Well... I have to remind myself...
I have a tight schedule now...
With my training and everything...
What's more...
It's not like i have spare change to spend,
once i've used up my pocket money...
Haiz...
Guess i'm typing this cuz...
I'm thinking of her...
Not really sure why...
But...
when my friend talks about you...
although i never even think about you for a long time...
and i thought that i've taken you out of my head...
And told myself that we're only fwens...
The mere conversation of you...
brings your face to appear in front of my eyes...
leading to a smile stretching from ear to ear...
which i can't stop...
no matter how hard i try...
i look like a dumb fool...
But... even so...
No matter how i look at it...
I don't feel that we're cut out for each other...
So... just like the past...
I'll take the same road...
After all... you said it so to me too last time...
Regarding the relationship between u and my friend...
You're afraid that when things won't work out...
And that you may break-up with him...
And you're afraid that you'll lose him even as a friend after that...
So why ruin things...
You believed that friendship shall last longer...
But i told you that it ain't true...
And i guess i was right...
For when you did not take the plunge...
He walked out...
Well... I told you so...
Guess that's the similarity between us...
We're afraid that if things don't work out...
And things get ugly...
We'll lose the other party...
Even as friends...
But... I'm sorry...
This is the path i'll take...
Just like so many other times...
And so...
Gomennasai
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:03 AM
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Video Clip - Aslyn - That's When I Love You ( 2 )
That's When I Love You
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:15 AM
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Video Clip - Aslyn - That's When I Love You
That's When I Love You
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:15 AM
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Lyrics - Aslyn - That's When I Love You
That's When I Love You
by Aslyn
When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what
No matter what
by Aslyn
When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what
No matter what
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:11 AM
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