Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Vivo City... And being at a higher level...
Finally able to post... So sorry for the delays... But i have been busy... And the previous post couldn't be posted after i created it... Don't know why...
Anyway... It's 12:34 a.m now...
I think i'll just update a bit on what i've done last week...
Well... My days were mostly filled with training... as usual...
Monday, Wednesday, Friday at Ite Dover...
I can't remember whether it was Tuesday or Thursday that i trained at SP...
Nothing much happen...
During training...
Well...
We didn't exactly train...
Cuz we were doing more bouldering than anything else...
But...
On Friday...
Me, Faizal and Darren went to Vivo City...
We were searching for Siti's present...
It's her b.dae on this coming Friday...
3rd of November...
Anyway... Darren was late...
Supposed to meet at 13:00 at Buona Vista MRT Station...
I knew both were goin to be late...
So i left the SP rock gym at 13:00 instead of going off earlier...
Mind you... Before you say anything bad about me...
They were both late for previous occasions...
And i knew roughly when they were going to arrive...
Anyway... I arrived at Buona Vista at... 13:15...
Faizal arrived around 10-15 mins earlier...
And expected... Darren came later... a lot later...
13:45...
That's 45 mins late...
Luckily we didn't wait at the platform and went down instead...
Got some "fresh air"... Heehee...
Anyway... when we arrived at Vivo City...
We saw the Suria actress... Nurul... If i ain't wrong...
Anyway... finding the right b.dae present took us longer than i expected...
Well... we went off empty-handed...
And later in the night...
When we were chilling at the kopitiam near ITE Dover...
all our plans were almost ruined...
Siti found out bits of our plans of surprise...
I kept thinking of ways to keep our plans alive...
And found one...
Well... let's just say that she thinks that her surprise is going to be
somthing else...
Right now... everything is safe...
HEHEHE...
Lolx...
Well... Anyway...
My bouldering mood is low...
Don't really look forward to bouldering at ITE Dover...
I don't know...
It's just that... since my standard shot up...
I feel like... different...
At times... when i know that i can complete the route...
like on Monday... 29/10/2006...
I purposely didn't give all out to finish the route...
And let the rest finish first...
Unless when eveyone is stuck,
and i'm able to get thru...
I'll just go ahead...
Don't know why...
But i guess...
I'm afraid that people would get de-moralised after seeing me finish...
After all... some of them have been training real hard...
And all i've been doing recently is slacking off...
Since Rock On Singapore!
Get the irony??
What i'm more afraid of is that...
should one day...
people were to look at me differently...
saying that i'm a show-off or something...
and people bad-mouthing me...
and push me away...
I've seen this before...
I just...
Don't want such things to happen...
Thought of asking some people regarding how i feel...
But i guess...
The answer is within me...
Bits and bits...
I shall realize...
Stay humble always...
Respect others,
and they'll respect you...
What strength you posess...
Need not be shown off...
Use it appropriately,
Being conscious of that strength...
is enough and all that should matters most to you...
Anyway... It's 12:34 a.m now...
I think i'll just update a bit on what i've done last week...
Well... My days were mostly filled with training... as usual...
Monday, Wednesday, Friday at Ite Dover...
I can't remember whether it was Tuesday or Thursday that i trained at SP...
Nothing much happen...
During training...
Well...
We didn't exactly train...
Cuz we were doing more bouldering than anything else...
But...
On Friday...
Me, Faizal and Darren went to Vivo City...
We were searching for Siti's present...
It's her b.dae on this coming Friday...
3rd of November...
Anyway... Darren was late...
Supposed to meet at 13:00 at Buona Vista MRT Station...
I knew both were goin to be late...
So i left the SP rock gym at 13:00 instead of going off earlier...
Mind you... Before you say anything bad about me...
They were both late for previous occasions...
And i knew roughly when they were going to arrive...
Anyway... I arrived at Buona Vista at... 13:15...
Faizal arrived around 10-15 mins earlier...
And expected... Darren came later... a lot later...
13:45...
That's 45 mins late...
Luckily we didn't wait at the platform and went down instead...
Got some "fresh air"... Heehee...
Anyway... when we arrived at Vivo City...
We saw the Suria actress... Nurul... If i ain't wrong...
Anyway... finding the right b.dae present took us longer than i expected...
Well... we went off empty-handed...
And later in the night...
When we were chilling at the kopitiam near ITE Dover...
all our plans were almost ruined...
Siti found out bits of our plans of surprise...
I kept thinking of ways to keep our plans alive...
And found one...
Well... let's just say that she thinks that her surprise is going to be
somthing else...
Right now... everything is safe...
HEHEHE...
Lolx...
Well... Anyway...
My bouldering mood is low...
Don't really look forward to bouldering at ITE Dover...
I don't know...
It's just that... since my standard shot up...
I feel like... different...
At times... when i know that i can complete the route...
like on Monday... 29/10/2006...
I purposely didn't give all out to finish the route...
And let the rest finish first...
Unless when eveyone is stuck,
and i'm able to get thru...
I'll just go ahead...
Don't know why...
But i guess...
I'm afraid that people would get de-moralised after seeing me finish...
After all... some of them have been training real hard...
And all i've been doing recently is slacking off...
Since Rock On Singapore!
Get the irony??
What i'm more afraid of is that...
should one day...
people were to look at me differently...
saying that i'm a show-off or something...
and people bad-mouthing me...
and push me away...
I've seen this before...
I just...
Don't want such things to happen...
Thought of asking some people regarding how i feel...
But i guess...
The answer is within me...
Bits and bits...
I shall realize...
Stay humble always...
Respect others,
and they'll respect you...
What strength you posess...
Need not be shown off...
Use it appropriately,
Being conscious of that strength...
is enough and all that should matters most to you...
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 8:39 AM
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