Thursday, August 24, 2006
Not looking back...
Okay... Gona post this one up... I doubt anyone can find this...
If anyone found this, tag me ayite!!
Just watched tokyo drift a few days back... Faizal kept repeating what Hans said... "Life is simple... You make choices and you don't look back..." Haha... how i wish it was that easy... I really do... The part where you make choices i get it... But how do one truly stop looking back and keep moving forward??? The past always comes back to haunt you... I truly wish that i could keep moving on and not look back... Get over the things i did, or failed to do... forget the loved ones who have hurt me or gotten hurt by me... and forget the people who makes me feel different when i think about them... for i always shy away from them...
I just visited her blog minutes earlier... and somehow... i got this strange yet familiar feeling once more... I thought that i had gotten over her... I thought it was just a simple crush... But why do i still feel this way... wishing that i could be by her side and hold her near... I really hope that i can get over her... We're friends... and thats that... no more... i want it to stay this way... Besides, i don't even know her that well...
And the other day... when waiting for burn at jurong east... think it was 23rd august 2006, a Wednesday... i saw this girl... who looked a bit like my ex... and wth... why am i trying to take a closer look at her and kept wishing that it was her?? I thought taht i had gotten over her too?? Are my feelings for them truly gone?? or are they actually pushed harshly aside... and forced to be left forgotten... just what i have tried to do to all my other ex-gfs... My rule stays firm... Once we break up, it's over... we don't even stay as friends... that's me i guess... But why do i sometimes wish that i could talk to them... as friends in the very least... I dunno... i can't think no more...
This post shall be kept as a draft... for memories sake...
If anyone found this, tag me ayite!!
Just watched tokyo drift a few days back... Faizal kept repeating what Hans said... "Life is simple... You make choices and you don't look back..." Haha... how i wish it was that easy... I really do... The part where you make choices i get it... But how do one truly stop looking back and keep moving forward??? The past always comes back to haunt you... I truly wish that i could keep moving on and not look back... Get over the things i did, or failed to do... forget the loved ones who have hurt me or gotten hurt by me... and forget the people who makes me feel different when i think about them... for i always shy away from them...
I just visited her blog minutes earlier... and somehow... i got this strange yet familiar feeling once more... I thought that i had gotten over her... I thought it was just a simple crush... But why do i still feel this way... wishing that i could be by her side and hold her near... I really hope that i can get over her... We're friends... and thats that... no more... i want it to stay this way... Besides, i don't even know her that well...
And the other day... when waiting for burn at jurong east... think it was 23rd august 2006, a Wednesday... i saw this girl... who looked a bit like my ex... and wth... why am i trying to take a closer look at her and kept wishing that it was her?? I thought taht i had gotten over her too?? Are my feelings for them truly gone?? or are they actually pushed harshly aside... and forced to be left forgotten... just what i have tried to do to all my other ex-gfs... My rule stays firm... Once we break up, it's over... we don't even stay as friends... that's me i guess... But why do i sometimes wish that i could talk to them... as friends in the very least... I dunno... i can't think no more...
This post shall be kept as a draft... for memories sake...
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:09 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words