Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Galileo's busted!! Climb On approaching...
Okay... just added another video clip... Well... it's 1:47 am now... can't sleep... well holidays... i dun sleep early this days nyway...
I wanna say a lot... But just can't find the right words...
And can't remember some of them... lolx...
So... i think i'll just type randomly what i can remember...
And want to remember/recall back when i look back into this blog in the future...
First thing...
Have been thinking what mabel said last week... i think... blogging not private... lolx... So thought maybe should create another blogsite?? Where i can type freely... I'm thinking of using it as a personal diary... Lolx...
Anwyay... there are some stuff... i haven't blogged... It's still in draft... Don't think should blog them though... Some things left better unsaid... So i just saved them into drafts for memories sake... In the future... Heehee...
Sorry peeps... if you disagree...
Next thing...
maybe now should type out briefly what has happened in my life??
Well... first thing probably... is most of my fwens probably know already... been training...
But somehow... During the power training... I don't really think that it's working... for me anyway... Not the kind of power training i want... Not hard enough... To me anyway... Guess it's probably everyone, including me is kinda shack... Since we've been training rigorously... And not enough time for the body to recover...
Training today was kinda wasted... Powerful route not really the kind that i want... But heck... Can't go for more... Since i have to also think of my other teammates... Anyway... after that... Couldn't boulder... Just couldn't get the usual feeling...
What's more is... my galileo's BUSTED!!! got one big hole on each side of the shoe...
Can't climb properly u know!!!
Still figuring out how the heck am i going to climb in climb on Singapore!
Oh yeah...
The Climb On Singapore competition is coming up... Everybody is welcome to watch... lolx... It's gona be at expo... hall... dunno... lolx... Not like anyone is gona suddenly turn up or anything... So not gona bother typing in the details... hehe...
Oh yeah... Met Hisham from my secondary school... at Clementi bus interchange after training today... Went home together with him... Talked about the past... blah blah... Seems like he still contact with most of the girls from the secondary school days... Talked mostly about silat and the teachers from sec school... and the last time he met up with the chinese gurls... and so on...
Oh yeah... i watched the movie "Click" on youtube a few days back... hehe... Good show... wish i have that remote... lolx... then i can replay my life... fix things up... heehee...
After watching that... i looked back into on of my books where i write stuffs... lolx... I realize that the poems all kinda messy... So i'm thinking of getting a new book and transfer the poems from the old one into the new one... But haiz... Most of my other poems were inside the computer that crashed... But well... can't do anything about it no more...
Anyway... i realize that i like keeping things from my past stay in my past... rather than to face them in the present again... It's already hard enough when i think back about them...
Hmm... the weather's been nice... rainy... and windy... since it's the holidays, i like it this way... lolx... very cooling... But hard to train... since body is cold and easy to get injuries...
That's about it... Waiting for the semestral exam results to come out... Mine should be on the 13th of September... 12:00 pm... Haha... let's see if luck is with me this time...
Anyway... gtg now... enjoy the new song!!! ciaoz!!!
I wanna say a lot... But just can't find the right words...
And can't remember some of them... lolx...
So... i think i'll just type randomly what i can remember...
And want to remember/recall back when i look back into this blog in the future...
First thing...
Have been thinking what mabel said last week... i think... blogging not private... lolx... So thought maybe should create another blogsite?? Where i can type freely... I'm thinking of using it as a personal diary... Lolx...
Anwyay... there are some stuff... i haven't blogged... It's still in draft... Don't think should blog them though... Some things left better unsaid... So i just saved them into drafts for memories sake... In the future... Heehee...
Sorry peeps... if you disagree...
Next thing...
maybe now should type out briefly what has happened in my life??
Well... first thing probably... is most of my fwens probably know already... been training...
But somehow... During the power training... I don't really think that it's working... for me anyway... Not the kind of power training i want... Not hard enough... To me anyway... Guess it's probably everyone, including me is kinda shack... Since we've been training rigorously... And not enough time for the body to recover...
Training today was kinda wasted... Powerful route not really the kind that i want... But heck... Can't go for more... Since i have to also think of my other teammates... Anyway... after that... Couldn't boulder... Just couldn't get the usual feeling...
What's more is... my galileo's BUSTED!!! got one big hole on each side of the shoe...
Can't climb properly u know!!!
Still figuring out how the heck am i going to climb in climb on Singapore!
Oh yeah...
The Climb On Singapore competition is coming up... Everybody is welcome to watch... lolx... It's gona be at expo... hall... dunno... lolx... Not like anyone is gona suddenly turn up or anything... So not gona bother typing in the details... hehe...
Oh yeah... Met Hisham from my secondary school... at Clementi bus interchange after training today... Went home together with him... Talked about the past... blah blah... Seems like he still contact with most of the girls from the secondary school days... Talked mostly about silat and the teachers from sec school... and the last time he met up with the chinese gurls... and so on...
Oh yeah... i watched the movie "Click" on youtube a few days back... hehe... Good show... wish i have that remote... lolx... then i can replay my life... fix things up... heehee...
After watching that... i looked back into on of my books where i write stuffs... lolx... I realize that the poems all kinda messy... So i'm thinking of getting a new book and transfer the poems from the old one into the new one... But haiz... Most of my other poems were inside the computer that crashed... But well... can't do anything about it no more...
Anyway... i realize that i like keeping things from my past stay in my past... rather than to face them in the present again... It's already hard enough when i think back about them...
Hmm... the weather's been nice... rainy... and windy... since it's the holidays, i like it this way... lolx... very cooling... But hard to train... since body is cold and easy to get injuries...
That's about it... Waiting for the semestral exam results to come out... Mine should be on the 13th of September... 12:00 pm... Haha... let's see if luck is with me this time...
Anyway... gtg now... enjoy the new song!!! ciaoz!!!
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:14 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Song Video Clip - Undiscovered by Ashlee Simpson
Ashlee Simpson - Undiscovered Clip
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11:57 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Lyrics - Undiscovered by Ashlee Simpson
Take it back, take it all back now
The things i gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,
I miss that now
I can't try any harder than i do
All the reasons i gave, excuses i made for you
I'm broken in two
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you
Don't walk away
Touch me now how i wanna feel
Something so real, please remind me
My love, and take me back
Cuz im so in love with what we were
Im not breathing im suffocating without you
Do u feel it too
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you
When im in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,
Its then i know my heart is whole
Theres a million reasons why i cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cuz i dont wana be alone
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you, I need you
Cuz i cant fake and I cant hate
But it's my heart
Thats about to break
You're all i need
I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen please
I give in
I breathe out
I want you, theres no doubt
I freak out, I'm left out
Without you, im without
I'm crossed out
I can't doubtI cry out
I reach out
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
The things i gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,
I miss that now
I can't try any harder than i do
All the reasons i gave, excuses i made for you
I'm broken in two
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you
Don't walk away
Touch me now how i wanna feel
Something so real, please remind me
My love, and take me back
Cuz im so in love with what we were
Im not breathing im suffocating without you
Do u feel it too
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you
When im in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,
Its then i know my heart is whole
Theres a million reasons why i cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cuz i dont wana be alone
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you, I need you
Cuz i cant fake and I cant hate
But it's my heart
Thats about to break
You're all i need
I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen please
I give in
I breathe out
I want you, theres no doubt
I freak out, I'm left out
Without you, im without
I'm crossed out
I can't doubtI cry out
I reach out
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11:56 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Not looking back...
Okay... Gona post this one up... I doubt anyone can find this...
If anyone found this, tag me ayite!!
Just watched tokyo drift a few days back... Faizal kept repeating what Hans said... "Life is simple... You make choices and you don't look back..." Haha... how i wish it was that easy... I really do... The part where you make choices i get it... But how do one truly stop looking back and keep moving forward??? The past always comes back to haunt you... I truly wish that i could keep moving on and not look back... Get over the things i did, or failed to do... forget the loved ones who have hurt me or gotten hurt by me... and forget the people who makes me feel different when i think about them... for i always shy away from them...
I just visited her blog minutes earlier... and somehow... i got this strange yet familiar feeling once more... I thought that i had gotten over her... I thought it was just a simple crush... But why do i still feel this way... wishing that i could be by her side and hold her near... I really hope that i can get over her... We're friends... and thats that... no more... i want it to stay this way... Besides, i don't even know her that well...
And the other day... when waiting for burn at jurong east... think it was 23rd august 2006, a Wednesday... i saw this girl... who looked a bit like my ex... and wth... why am i trying to take a closer look at her and kept wishing that it was her?? I thought taht i had gotten over her too?? Are my feelings for them truly gone?? or are they actually pushed harshly aside... and forced to be left forgotten... just what i have tried to do to all my other ex-gfs... My rule stays firm... Once we break up, it's over... we don't even stay as friends... that's me i guess... But why do i sometimes wish that i could talk to them... as friends in the very least... I dunno... i can't think no more...
This post shall be kept as a draft... for memories sake...
If anyone found this, tag me ayite!!
Just watched tokyo drift a few days back... Faizal kept repeating what Hans said... "Life is simple... You make choices and you don't look back..." Haha... how i wish it was that easy... I really do... The part where you make choices i get it... But how do one truly stop looking back and keep moving forward??? The past always comes back to haunt you... I truly wish that i could keep moving on and not look back... Get over the things i did, or failed to do... forget the loved ones who have hurt me or gotten hurt by me... and forget the people who makes me feel different when i think about them... for i always shy away from them...
I just visited her blog minutes earlier... and somehow... i got this strange yet familiar feeling once more... I thought that i had gotten over her... I thought it was just a simple crush... But why do i still feel this way... wishing that i could be by her side and hold her near... I really hope that i can get over her... We're friends... and thats that... no more... i want it to stay this way... Besides, i don't even know her that well...
And the other day... when waiting for burn at jurong east... think it was 23rd august 2006, a Wednesday... i saw this girl... who looked a bit like my ex... and wth... why am i trying to take a closer look at her and kept wishing that it was her?? I thought taht i had gotten over her too?? Are my feelings for them truly gone?? or are they actually pushed harshly aside... and forced to be left forgotten... just what i have tried to do to all my other ex-gfs... My rule stays firm... Once we break up, it's over... we don't even stay as friends... that's me i guess... But why do i sometimes wish that i could talk to them... as friends in the very least... I dunno... i can't think no more...
This post shall be kept as a draft... for memories sake...
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:09 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Monday, August 07, 2006
My Dreams... and getting motivated and inspired by the climbers in the UIAA World Cup at Singapore
Okay... So today's tuesday... The UIAA sport climbing world cup at singapore expo hall 5b has finally ended at sunday, august 6 2006... having started on saturday, august 5 2006... Experiencing the world cup despite not being able to participate has been an unbelievable experience... Being able to watch some of the greatest climbers beat it out in the world cup... has given me a lot of motivation and inspiration to start training harder... I have realized the huge gap between climbers from the East and the West...
Being in this sport for only 2 years is not an excuse... despite the fact that most of these climbers have been in this sport a lot longer than me... I will probably have 1 year left for me to fully commit into this sport before i have to leave school and enter ns and after that, the working world... Climbing in other countries may be a profession... but not in singapore... due to lack of sponsors and support from our own singapore mountaineering federation...
That's why... in this 1 year... i have to let go of other commitments... and fully commit into this sport... Experiencing the world cup has truly motivated me beyond my imgination... I couldn't believe how strong and good the climbers were... Including the women... If i were to climb the women's route... haha... i don't think i can get past the second roof... Watching the ladies from the East climb... made me think... if they could get this strong... why can't i?...
Haha... and oh yeah... there were some pretty cute ladies there... Well... in particular, Slovenia... Such as Maja Vidmar and Natalia Gros...
After watching them climb... my goals have changed... I'm going to do my best to make my previous long term goal into a short term goal... Once i have achieved this, with proper training, i shall proceed to another... But of course... to achieve the first goal... i shall have to surpass some people... I have to... become stronger... better... sicker... and crazier... Slovenia!!! i will one day go there and climb with the climbers there!!!
Being motivated... i could push myself when i trained on monday, that's yesterday... One of the climbers gave a pretty sick route... a seriously sick micro crimper... The first time i held it... and came down... my fingers ached... I guess it was too sick... I couldn't get pass the move... Haiz... Shows that i still have a long way to go... But being motivated... i kept trying until my pinky finger bled... only a bit.. no big deal... but it was my first time my fingers bled... haha... guess it really was too sick... We tried again... and again... but we finally made another route... All in all... i guess that... monday was the first time i felt full of energy... but couldn't do my best... but still kept on pushing... haiz... in the end... what kept me going was the thought of one day being able to climb in the world cup and in slovenia... one day i will... definitely... i shall not forget... my resolve...
Being in this sport for only 2 years is not an excuse... despite the fact that most of these climbers have been in this sport a lot longer than me... I will probably have 1 year left for me to fully commit into this sport before i have to leave school and enter ns and after that, the working world... Climbing in other countries may be a profession... but not in singapore... due to lack of sponsors and support from our own singapore mountaineering federation...
That's why... in this 1 year... i have to let go of other commitments... and fully commit into this sport... Experiencing the world cup has truly motivated me beyond my imgination... I couldn't believe how strong and good the climbers were... Including the women... If i were to climb the women's route... haha... i don't think i can get past the second roof... Watching the ladies from the East climb... made me think... if they could get this strong... why can't i?...
Haha... and oh yeah... there were some pretty cute ladies there... Well... in particular, Slovenia... Such as Maja Vidmar and Natalia Gros...
After watching them climb... my goals have changed... I'm going to do my best to make my previous long term goal into a short term goal... Once i have achieved this, with proper training, i shall proceed to another... But of course... to achieve the first goal... i shall have to surpass some people... I have to... become stronger... better... sicker... and crazier... Slovenia!!! i will one day go there and climb with the climbers there!!!
Being motivated... i could push myself when i trained on monday, that's yesterday... One of the climbers gave a pretty sick route... a seriously sick micro crimper... The first time i held it... and came down... my fingers ached... I guess it was too sick... I couldn't get pass the move... Haiz... Shows that i still have a long way to go... But being motivated... i kept trying until my pinky finger bled... only a bit.. no big deal... but it was my first time my fingers bled... haha... guess it really was too sick... We tried again... and again... but we finally made another route... All in all... i guess that... monday was the first time i felt full of energy... but couldn't do my best... but still kept on pushing... haiz... in the end... what kept me going was the thought of one day being able to climb in the world cup and in slovenia... one day i will... definitely... i shall not forget... my resolve...
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:09 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words