Monday, April 24, 2006
Dave is back!!! I got my mental and motivation!!!
Hmm... Back in Singapore already... feeling pretty shack... but still gona have to go to ite dover later to train myself up... But... today may be a different day compared to the previous few days... I finally got my mental and motivation back... It happened at KL when i was trying to do some pretty hard routes... But deep in me, i knew i could finish them... Just couldn't get myself psyched up to finish any of them... I finally got the long lost feeling that i had last time... The one where i would keep trying to finish the route because i felt i could really do it... I haven't felt like that for months since Rockmaster this year... Anyway... by the time i really got psyched up to finish this particular route that Gary had set, my palms were already red and screaming for mercy... None of them really wanted to hold any of the tiles anymore... It's because the Camp 5 gym is only recently open... So the holds are quite rough... Well... it's really rough... Anyway i finally got really psyched up at 7+... (almost closing time)... and really fed-up and angry... the route got me into some minor injury... and it was turning into some personal battle... But... i finally finished it!!! Mission accomplished!!! I ws really happy... Dave is back!!! Haha... I should be able to perform almost as well when i was at Rockmaster... Almost as well cuz my standard has dropped... Anyway, eventhough i was able to finish only one hard route the whole day, it was worth it... It's a memorable experince since it helped me get my mental and motivation back... Which i've tried for so long... Anyway... the wall at camp 5 is great!!! It's beyond words!!! The walls are boulderwall is fiberglass with countour... the difficulty routes are extremely technical... But i didn't try them... And the crag climbing wall... WOAH!!! Extremely like the real thing... It seemed like somebody took a chunk of rock from somewhere and put it in that gym!!! But of cuz... it felt different... Hehe... All in all... the trip to KL was magnificent... eventhough the group wasn't as united as i felt it should have been... But that's what happens when you're in one big group of twenty people!!! Haha... okie... I'll be getting ready to go to ite dover now... Dave is back!!!
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:56 AM
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