Thursday, January 18, 2007

New background song

Okay i've changed my background song...
A video actually...
Sorry if the upload of the video takes a long time...
The video's under the taggie...
I can't find how to put it higher though... sowie...
So for now...
Enjoys!!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:19 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Lyrics - O-Town - All Or Nothing

O-Town
All Or Nothing


I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way
I choose to live
And something somewhere's gotta give
A share in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how can I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it
Then there's times you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it , know it

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
Nowhere inside for me in your life

Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never

Is it all
Or Nothing at all
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all.

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 4:55 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Song Video Clip - Bon Jovi - Always

Bon Jovi-Always(live)


Stop the background music and listen to this one...
It's a bit different from the one i've put as my background song...
But i feel this vid's better...
The emotions...
The expressions...
Just watch it will ya...

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:09 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Dreaming of becoming one of the best...

I've heared so much about how climbing has changed...
How it's so different when compared from the time....
Before i started climbing...
Till right now...

Route style wise...
Climber style wise...
Climber ethics wise...

Routes now are more powerful and dynamic...
Climbers now... focuses more on power and strength...
Can't blame them...
Since routes these days are of that style...
But that doesn't mean other areas should be neglected...

Hearing it all...
Makes me wish that i had started climbing earlier...

Faizal told me....
How once... when one of the legendary climbers...
Anuar....
Had won a competition...
The prizes he got...
Were thrown to the crowd...
Only the medal did he kept...

I wanna be a climber...
Who's not only good,
but also humble...
When i do reach that stage,
i want to still respect my seniors and fellow climbers...
Those i owe,
all that i have right now to...

I want to join a competition,
to see where i stand...
It's not purely to win...
nor is it for the prizes alone...
I want another reason to compete...

Right now...
I just want to join to see where i stand...
From there...
I'll know what i should do...
From there...
I'll be able to take the steps to reach my goal...

I don't want to join Rockmaster cuz of the cash prize...
Boulderactive...
I'm joining to see purely where i stand...
To see if i'm even near my short term goal...

Rockmaster is next...
I'm still wondering if i'll join...
I don't want to join cuz of the cash prize...
I want to join cuz of other reasons...
I'll have to wait and see...

Nyways...
I've always dreamt of becoming an international climber...
And during that time,
i won't be competing in local competitions anymore,
but i'll join only if there's overseas climbers...
or there's someone who can replace me...

I would be happy if that day comes...
When i become one of the best in Singapore...
And when i get old...
Someone young...
Who's not only good in climbing...
But is also respectful and humble,
one who has the right ethics of a climber...
Beats me and represents Singapore in my place...
These are just dreams...

Actually...
These dreams...
There's still a long ways to go...
before i can finally clinch them...

Just my msn nick,
inspired my the anime, "Vandread":

"dreams can become reality... if u just reach out for them...
just a bit more... if only i have a bit more... i need just a bit more...power..."

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

I'll take a step back... and wait...

Ok... I know i haven't blogged for a long time...
Just that... I dun realli have much time these days...
I still haven't finish my tutorials...
Still behind class...
Haiyos...

Basically...
All i've been doin and concentrating on is my climbing...
But soon...
I'll be concentrating on my studies...
Exams next week...

I've been following Faizal's training since last week...
That is since school starts...
Starting back from almost square one i guess...
Taking things slowly...
I don't really want him to burst one shot actually...
Body won't be able to take it...

My right elbow still gives sharp pain when i do push-ups...
Geez...
Just heal would you...
Wish i had wolverine's healing powers...
That way...
I won't need to be afraid of injuries...
Heeeheee...

Nyway...
Got to contact back with Ruth the other day...
Think last week??
Lolx...
Long time since we got to chat in msn together...
Think the last time was when i was in attachment?
Yesh...
Long time ago...

Nyway...
Study wise...
Tried to go for Marketing lessons just now...
But i arrived at dover mrt at wat?? 11:30??
And the class started at 10:30!!
In the end... I didn't go..
Haiz...

Nyway...
The class after that was Bunker Practices...
But halfway thru...
Ended up daydreaming...
of her...
Resisted the temptation to msg or call her...
Dun want to disturb her...
So i ended up missing a few things...

I was daydreaming of Ichigo 100%...
Daydreaming that it was me and one of the other char was her...
The stuff we would do...
Haiz..
Just dreams ok...
Nothing more...

I was thinking the other night...
While i was on the bed trying to get to sleep for close to 45 mins??
Is there any girl like Nishino??
Though cute and wealthy...
He still chose Manaka...

I mean...
Manaka's a nobody sia...
and yet...
haiz...
she chose him...

And yes...
I know...
She chose him due to what's inside of him...
Haiz!!

Nyway...
Can't talk more...
Till here...

Still wondering when the heck the comics will be uploaded in the website sia...

Okay... Nyty nytez peeps!!

Oh ya...
A short poem i just came up with...

Starting to feel blue,
Can't stop thinking of you...
Wishing that we could meet,
But such a thing isn't an easy feat...

Cuz we're busy with our own schedule,
Hence i'll stop acting like a fool...
I'll take a step back if you'll allow,
And wait to hear from you for now...

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:58 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Thursday, January 04, 2007

2 tings... in 1 hour...

Still sick...
Fever and sore throat...

Would like to blog...
But...
Too much emotions inside me now...

Maybe i'll blog about it next time...
Need to clear my head...
Wonder if i should take a breather downstairs??

Haiz...
2 tings happening...
In that 1 hour...
So...
I think... What i'll do is...

I'll just blog my msn nick...

skin's burning,fingers bleeding, muscles aching,joints tingling... health points( hp ): 10%... mental power( mp ): 200% !!!
a climber's experience when facing a hard route, drained & injured... but totally psyched to complete a problem...

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:54 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

The 2nd of January 2007... Do u remember??

Well... I woke up feeling feverish... It's 10:57 p.m now...
Before i update on today's stuff...
I'll update on the last few days stuff first...

31/12/2006
Hari Raya Haji

I slept late on the 30th of December 2006...
Actually... I finally slept in the early hours of the 31st...
after finished blogging and using the internet...
And that was like... 4+ in the morning??
Woke up like 7+?
Haha... 3 hours of sleep...

Anyway...
I had to get up early...
Got to go and pray...
Heehee...

After prayers... came home...
Usually, the whole family would leave in the morning...
But that day... diaow...
Most of the girls in the family...
who didn't have to go for the prayers...
Woke up late...
Diaow...

Thought of going back to sleep...
But... i'll probably be more sleepy when i wake up right??
Since i'll be sleeping for only a few hours...
So i thought to myself...
Better play the X-Box... lolx...

Anyway...
We visited only two houses that day...
My two grandma's houses...
Heehee...

Actually...
you know what...
I was supposed to sleepover at my gramps place...
my grams of my mother's side actually...
And i said yes...
And totally forgot my plans!!

Cuz she was staying alone...
Since my uncle and aunt went overseas...
And since nobody was there...
My mom asked me if i could stay over for the night...
And i totally forgot all about the fact that it was also New Year Eve...
Diaow...
But by the time i realized...
I had already said yes...

Haiz...
Change of plans...
That's what i thought...
And that's what i said to my elder sis...
Diaow...
But!
I managed to get myself out of it...
Asked my younger sis to take my place instead...
Heehee...

Told my parents that i was gona celebrate the New Year at town...
But...
In the end...
Me and my fwens celebrated at Boon Lay...
Diaow...

The party there ain't that great as my fwens told me...
Diaow...
The best ting to me was...
I guess...
The fireworks...
Yesh...
Boon Lay had fireworks...
Lolx...

But you know wat??
Halfway thru the night...
At around 9+...
My dad told me not to go home too late...
Cuz he hooked me up with this job...
And i was like WHAT??
I was screwed...

Felt pissed off...
You know...
Another plan wrecker!!
Diaow...
Was supposed to go JB tomorrow!!
Watch the movie...
Night at the museum!

Well...
Diaow...
Change of plans...
But... Now when i've 70 bucks in my wallet...
heehee..
I'm happy...

Hey...
Won't you be happy to get money after being broke??
Diaow...
Well...
That's about it...

01/01/2007
The New Year

Hmm... Slept late once again...
Cuz i came home late after the celebration...
Slept at around.. hmm... 3 or 4 plus??
Woke up around 6 or 7 plus...
Nyway... i know i slept for 3 hours plus again...
Had to wake up early again...
For work...
Diaow...

Actually...
My dad said a few weeks ago that the work on this day was cancelled...
And i only got to know later in the afternoon how the work on this day came about...

Anyway...
I was half asleep while i pilloned my dad's bike...
Haha...
Luckily i'm the pillon...
Not the rider...

Anyway...
The job was harder to me...
compared to the previous one...

Had to clean two transformers...
This huge electrical thingy...
Diaow...
But before we can start cleaning...
The whole plant had to be shut down...
And a back-up generator has to be set in place...
So that there can still be electricity for use...

And u know what??
Just a few minutes after my dad and i started...
The back-up generator went dead...
Lolx...
No electricity!!!

So in the end...
My dad decided that we had to split the work...
I was to start cleaning...
While he had to manually open up the top part of the transformer...
It would have been faster if we could have used the electric drill...
Unscrew the nuts faster taht way...
Haiz...
Nyway... That's why it was more tedious...
3 workers and two huge transformers...
The 1st time i worked..
I saw these two other workers...
and they worked only on one transformer...
Haiyos...

Anyway...
Can't say nything...
Actually... the job could have been finished much faster...
If the back-up generator had work...
Haiyos...

In the end...
we went home at 3 or 4 plus...
Pocketed like $70 dollars...
for working 7 or 8 hours of work??
Not bad i guess..

Nyway...
i was fully awake as i pilloned my dad's bike for the trip home...
Guess cuz i was daydreaming...
Lolx...
But once the story of what i was daydreaming was finished...
Went really half asleep...
Lolx...

We didn't go home straight...
Just went to clementi first...
Cuz my dad wanted to go to the pet store there...
Those that sold the arowanas and luohans??
Heehee...

Well... after that...
Went home...
Watched TV till 9 plus??
I thought of goin out with my fwens...
But i couldn't reach them...
Hmm...
Well... I still wanted to go out...
But... really tired...
In the end... i ended up sleeping...

2nd January 2007...

Heehee...
Okay... Finally update on today's stuff...
I woke up feeling feverish...
But i still wanted to do what i said...
Messaged you...
but no replies...

So ended up waiting for a reply...
while i used the com...
Thinking also...
How the heck i got this fever...
Maybe cuz i slept for too long...
16 hours of sleep...
Diaow...

Nyway...
My sis told me to go out with her and her bf...
Watch Night at the museum...
Lolx..
Cuz they also didn't go JB on Monday...
Dunno why...

Well...
I was kinda hesitant towards the idea...
Cuz i was feverish...
And Jurong Point??
Hmmm...

But in the end...
I still ended up goin...
Cuz no replies mah...

Supposed to catch the 4:20 show...
But ended up waiting for the 6:50 show...
Cuz the 4:20 show had only tickets for first row seats...
Diaow...

Anyway...
We decided to head over to banquet...
Eat first since Faizal said he was hungry...
Since i was sick...
I didn't try any japan food tis time...
Lolx...

Ate tom yam...
My sis went out to buy me panadols...
Tanx!
hehe...
Ate three pills as usual...
I know supposed to eat two...
But i eat three...
Just don't follow me ok...
Who knows what side effects you'll get...

I ain't responsible if u take three...
Cuz i'm only saying i take three...

Swallowed it with bandong...
Yes i'm crazy...

Faizal took one pill...

And after that...
We went out for some "fresh air"
while my sis went to look at some other shops...

Strangely...
I felt dizzy the moment we start walking out of banquet...
Geez...
Dunno why though...
Faizal also said he was dizzy...
Hmm...
Was it the panadol...
I dun know...

Oh ya...
I tried msging again...
And this time i got an answer...
Got what i needed to know...

Nyway...
We went off to look for my shoes...
Went shop after shop...
In the end...
I got this pair of Vans...
Diaow...
Haha...

Now i'm wondering if my clothes suits the shoe or not...
Haiz...

After that...
We looked for my younger sis's school shoe...
but those black ones that we found...
had no correct sizes...
Haiyos...

Also...
My fever seemed to go down a bit by that time...
Heehee...
Think cuz i took three...
Lolx...

Nyways...
We went to watch the movie after that...
Kinda hilarious...
It ain't that bad actually...

One of the lines...
If i remember correctly,
which was on the film was
"Some people are borned with greatness,
Others have greatness bestowed upon them"

You'll understand when u watch the show...
The whole theatre was laughing...
Though an advice would be...
If u want to have good seats...
Get ur tickets at least 45 mins before the show...
Cuz the tickets are selling fast...
Think it's partly due to the fact that it's recently opened,
and that it's a holiday today...

Anyway... we went home after that...
And here i am now...
Typing away...
Lolx...

Oh ya...
Sorry Carene...
For not being able to make it for trainings today...
I woke up with the fever...
So i didn't really think of goin to climb today...
What's more...
My left pinky finger still hasn't fully healed...
But it's better now...
Think cuz i rested for 16 hours??
Lolx...
Paiseh hor...

Anyway...
2nd of January is over now... 12:13 a:m of 3rd of January now...
I've told mel i'm too lazy to try nymore...
When we were talking about that person...

I wonder if that person remembers regardin what i said about 2nd of January...
Anyways...
Till here...
Sayonara!!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:19 AM
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The Lover

  • tHE hUMan sIDE
  • gIVEn nAMe bY my bLOOd pAREnts: Asri
  • cALL nAME: Randy Crash
  • bROUGht to tHIS lANd on 13/09/1987
  • sHELter: sINGapore, jUROng wEST
  • iNSTItute: sINgaPore pOLY
  • sTAtus: sINGle... i jUST cAN't bEAr hURTIng anYOne anYMOre... lyKE wHAT i dID iN the pASt...
  • hATes: bEINg lIED... bEing lEft hANGing...
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