Sunday, July 23, 2006
Update on my life...
Hi all... Haha... I know... i know... i haven't been updating... sorry ok... So i've realized i haven't blogged on what i have been doing... So thought that i should do so today... Hmm... Well... I did it again... skipped another class on thursday... it was only one okay... well... it was the one and only for that day... lol. from 2p.m to 5p.m... Haiz... Reached the bus stop... Then turned back... and bamm... that was it... i'm skipping... Called my friends to meet me... and out we go... But i kept thinking whether i should go or not... But when i look up at the sky, haiz... my answer was found... It was such a nice day... Sunny, yet windy... Blue sky with puffy clouds... Haiz... So why waste such a nice day in a boring classroom??? Everybody dies... not everybody really lives... lolx... I'm gona try as hard as i can to enjoy my life to the fullest... Okay.. that's the main thing on thursday... On friday, i didn't go to SMA day... Totally forgot about it while i was doing my project... But i went out on a chalet... Ya... It was ok... Some of us went to the white house... (OCH)... it wasn't that spooky after a while... maybe cuz there were so many of us... I almost stayed overnight... Told my mum already... But... felt like going home at 2+... Didn't know what to do actually... One of the guy was wasted... almost anyway... i was trying to get him more wasted by giving him more drinks... lolx... meanie me... haha... Okay... i actually thought of not going home and just walking around the neighbourhood after my friend dropped me off in front of my house... Haiz... But... i have nobody to hang out with... So went home... On Saturday... haha... nothing much... went out with my fwen and play silkroad again... Another 10% and i would level up to level 27... Anyway... nothing much happen yesterday... Okay... so that's about it... For today... haha... doing a bit of the gems project now... just helped my group mate finish the missing parts in the scrap book... and another of my mate in helping her find the salary stuff... I guess i'll be going out with my fwens again tonight... Hmm... i haven't been training that much this week... Still a little sick... my sore throat still haven't fully recovered... and i'm beginning to get a cough and all blowing wind feel chilly to me... Haiz... Hope i recover soon... i can't begin to train properly if i dun recover fully... Yar... i haven't been training on my rock climbing actually... But... i should start preparing soon... hehe... And stop slacking everytime i go to ite dover... I feel that i have to improve myself a lot more if i want to achiev my target in Rockmaster... Anyway... that's all... till next time... Ciaoz...
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:25 AM
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
love...
People say that love cannot be described... And to me... even if it's possible... it's really damn hard to put the feelings into words... Different people describe love differently... Some say that it's like being on cloud 9... others say that it's a hassle... To me... it's a bit of both... And also... a blessing... Since it comes only once so often... When you don't have it, you search for it... But it will fail if you try to force love... Such a complicated thing... don't you think??? Though, some say that it's complicated only cuz you make it so... Well... I found a poem... Not made by me... First time i saw it was in a movie called Mr Deeds... Though... some of you may have seen it... But here it is...
Hard to breathe,
feels like floating...
So full of love,
my heart's exploding.
Mouth is dry,
hands are shaking...
My heart is yours,
for the taking.
Acting weird,
not myself...
Dancing around,
like the Keebler elf.
Finally time,
for this poor shlub...
to know how it feels,
to fall in lub...
Hard to breathe,
feels like floating...
So full of love,
my heart's exploding.
Mouth is dry,
hands are shaking...
My heart is yours,
for the taking.
Acting weird,
not myself...
Dancing around,
like the Keebler elf.
Finally time,
for this poor shlub...
to know how it feels,
to fall in lub...
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:07 PM
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Monday, July 03, 2006
Treating a loved one...
This is just something i realized... through an experience...
It's strange how you treat a loved one... When you're with him/her... at times, you don't know what to say... it's strange huh... and when you have to meet them, you make up all kinds of excuses... especially if it's someone you are related with by blood... you would say that you don't have the time to meet them... you're busy with your school stuff... But... on the other hand... u have plenty of time to go out and enjoy with your friends... strange huh??... And when they leave... you wished that they never did... you would wish that you had spent more time with them... get to know more about them... but... haiz... i guess... that's the way life goes??
It's strange how you treat a loved one... When you're with him/her... at times, you don't know what to say... it's strange huh... and when you have to meet them, you make up all kinds of excuses... especially if it's someone you are related with by blood... you would say that you don't have the time to meet them... you're busy with your school stuff... But... on the other hand... u have plenty of time to go out and enjoy with your friends... strange huh??... And when they leave... you wished that they never did... you would wish that you had spent more time with them... get to know more about them... but... haiz... i guess... that's the way life goes??
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:52 AM
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